I knew Spetmeber was holding something for me, I knew that the grey sky of the 30th of August was preparing me for sadness..
today started in a normal way, yet, it was slow, long.. and at 7:15 pm my beloved uncle.. 3ammo Mustafa.. etwaffa.. Allah yr7mo..
"It’s the regular days, the ones that start out normal. Those are the days that end up being the biggest"
إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون
while we were going to his home to see his family and be with them, there a "zaffeh" just a street away from the hospital, Subhana Allah, in this building people who are full of happeniss and joy, and just a block away people who are grieving, and aching. its the Irony of life, the truth of life which we try to not mention, but we just know deep inside that it exists.
and while we were going back home my dad asked if we would like to buy a coktail or sandwiches! and for a moment I though, if my sister stopped for a coktail while I was dead only for few hours I think I will be sad :( !
But I guess I can sum up what I learned about life today in 3 words: IT GOES ON!
Allah yr7amak ya 3ammo w yer7amna kolna w yjma3na m3ak b eljanneh <3
I love you and I will miss you, I knew u really loved me and was always proud of me <3
I wished I did have my own pharmacy to give u the medicines for free as you always asked me to do.. and I hope that wherever your soul is now at this stage it will be resting in peace, and you will not be sad from me as what ur last words for me was.
I am happy i hugged u in the last time I saw u standing <3 we will neevr forget ur kindess and love for us.
See you in Heaven incha'Allah.. <3
today started in a normal way, yet, it was slow, long.. and at 7:15 pm my beloved uncle.. 3ammo Mustafa.. etwaffa.. Allah yr7mo..
"It’s the regular days, the ones that start out normal. Those are the days that end up being the biggest"
إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون
while we were going to his home to see his family and be with them, there a "zaffeh" just a street away from the hospital, Subhana Allah, in this building people who are full of happeniss and joy, and just a block away people who are grieving, and aching. its the Irony of life, the truth of life which we try to not mention, but we just know deep inside that it exists.
and while we were going back home my dad asked if we would like to buy a coktail or sandwiches! and for a moment I though, if my sister stopped for a coktail while I was dead only for few hours I think I will be sad :( !
But I guess I can sum up what I learned about life today in 3 words: IT GOES ON!
Allah yr7amak ya 3ammo w yer7amna kolna w yjma3na m3ak b eljanneh <3
I love you and I will miss you, I knew u really loved me and was always proud of me <3
I wished I did have my own pharmacy to give u the medicines for free as you always asked me to do.. and I hope that wherever your soul is now at this stage it will be resting in peace, and you will not be sad from me as what ur last words for me was.
I am happy i hugged u in the last time I saw u standing <3 we will neevr forget ur kindess and love for us.
See you in Heaven incha'Allah.. <3
بعضُ هؤلاء الأحياء .. أموات فينا و لكن لا يشعرون !ليس كُل الأحياء .. أحياء ، و ليس كُل الأمواتِ أمواتا ..
على الأقل في قلوبنا !
أعلمُ يقينا ان كُل هذه القبور تضجّ بالأحياء و أنّ كُل ما يفصلنا عنهم
... روح مازالت متشبثة بأجسادنا .. و كل ما يفصلهم عنّا روح
غادرت أجسادهم .
…
بيوتنا الزجاجية لن تجعلنا أحياء ، و بيوتهم الترابية لن تجعلهم أمواتا أيضا !
أصغي إليهم ’’ إنهم في قلبك ”
دعهم يخبرونكْ : أنّ الفراق لم يحنْ بعد .. و أننا على موعد معهم ..
فقط حين تحين رحلتنا المؤجلة
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